I can’t imagine the shit you feeling stuck in there. But it is the best place for you to be right now. All we want is to take you home and show you that you have a loving family who will support you through anything. It’s been really tough for all of us, but it’s hit your mum and dad the hardest. The rest of us are able to focus on our respective lives and that makes what is happening to you more bearable. I hate that we all feel so impotent and unable to help. Please understand that we all want what is best for you and will do all we can to ensure you get the help and support you need.
Keep the faith, little brother. Know your family waits for you. We ain’t going nowhere.
Think of you always.