I have this burning desire to get really pissed. I mean, seriously fall over, fall-down-dead drunk. So far I’m through half a bottle of wine and a single can of cider. All that remains alcohol wise in the house is half a bottle of vodka and a full, as yet unpoened bottle of whiskey. Sometimes I just want to get mashed and I don’t give a fuck if it is with company or alone. Actually, fuck that, at this moment in time getting pissed up all by my lonesome is the one thing I want more than anything else. I just hope I can stomach neat vodka, because that is all I will be able to have due to the complete lack of money in my pocket of juice/coke/other in the fridge.
So, fuck you all, I’m going to smoke as many ciggies as I can and drink as much alcohol as I can until I’m either sick or unconscious.