Or rediscovery if you wish to be picky.
I’ve recently rediscovered the joy that is beer. I’m sat here with an ice cold bottle of Stella enjoying my own company, listening to some tunes, browsing around the forums, and generally having a pretty relaxed time of it. I had forgotten just how good it feels to get everso slightly intoxicated whilst doing fuck all. Everything takes on a slightly different perspective. There is no wonder that alcohol is such a popular drug.
I’ve pretty much wasted today. I’ve been sat here for most of it, but I don’t mind. It has been nice to have the time to myself to do what I want to do without having to worry about what anyone else thinks or what anyone else wants to do. Maybe I’m destined to a bachelor lifestyle? One of doing my thing without bothering anyone else, without being concerned for anyone else, without having to meet the demands of someone else. It’s only been 10 days since Sarah and I went our seperate ways, but the peace that has descended upon me is truly wonderful. No offence to Sarah, of course, who is a lovely girl, but maybe I am better being by my lonesome. I guess time will tell.
But for now, in this time, I’m happy to relax, get drunk and chill the fuck out. I have that warm glow you would associate with your third bottle of beer spreading from my gut up to my head and enveloping it in peace. Good feeling. Good times. Cheers!